Who is the Owner of the Rudder?

Important note: Each and every sadhaka has a very personal and intimate relationship with God. This letter is merely about my relationship with Him. You could have a different kind of relationship with Him and it is totally okay.  

Great Soul, beloved Entity, You are the owner of everything but I always believed that I was the owner of my mind and body. Baba, I don't know what happened nor when but You took my whole life and now I cannot do anything that is not for Your pleasure. God, I do not want to be the owner of my life again, Divine Entity, I'm Yours. Thou art the wind and I am the leaf, Thou art the ocean and I am just a bottle floating as per Your wish. Great Soul, when avidya maya was trying to tempt me I cried out Your name as a child call his mom and You came and saved me from falling, because You knew my heart will always be of Yours. Dear one, I even feel disgusted when I hear other people calling my name, You are everything, why to use so many names? Baba, I finally understood the meaning behind calling Your name, it means that You are everything and You are everything I really need. Baba, I'm crying while writing this letter to You.

Divine entity, why did You come to this earth? Father, You are always in Ananda.. why did You come to this dirty place? I think I know, Father, You came because You love me and You love my brothers and sisters. 

You have given purpose to my heart, and now every beat has a brighter meaning.

Father, I have a long way to go mastering Your divine guidelines. Take for granted I will.